Gods so many things have happened lately. Half of it I can't even believe WOULD happen. Its like....wow. Ok, enough rambling might as well get to the explaing. As many of you have probably noticed I haven't been on much. Or at least I haven't been putting any art or anything up lately. To keep it simple, my life has become really really hectic lately. Like to the point where I wake up wondering why I'm not falling into space cuz my world has been completely turned upside down. Anyways, in Feb me and broke up. We're still friends but I have drifted away from him a bit (ok maybe more than a bit) cuz it feels like I have a less chance of him hurting me again. Nothing really happened in March aside from me being in a play in school, Seussical the Musical. That was pretty awesome and we sold out three nights in a row =3. My birthday was in April so I am now 16 years old. Yays XD. But also near the end of april me and got intoo this huge fight and according to her we're not friends anymore. So that hurt alot and I was depressed (and still am when its brought up) for a long while. And on the 4 of this month I got together with my girlfriend Angelica, who unfortunately doesnt have a DA account. But a week or so ago her mom found out about us and ended up telling her dad (who's a major homophobe btw) and now we have to date secretly (I'm not gonna go into details about how he reacted cuz when I think about it I feel like ripping his throat out). And to top it all off in July I'm moving up to Fresno (over 200 miles away from where I am now) which will make my being with Angelica even harder and she might be moving schools next year so my chances of seeing her when I come down south for a visit even slimmer then before. So now writing and drawing don't feel as freeing as it did before so I have declined in doing both alot recently. It feels more like a chore now, cuz so many ppl want drawings from me. And it most certaintly doesn't help that my muse keeps ditching me. Anyways its time to draw my self pity party to a close. Im sure everything will work out soon enough. At least I hope so.
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.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive. (not really sooooo much but still some)
[x] You like to play with fire.
[] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.(not so much now as when i was younger thank the goddess)
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it. (and i absolutely positively HATE it when i do that! i despise ppl flinching from me cuz im a bit too rouhg T^T)
[x] People have often called you insane. (even i call myself insane )
Total: 7

.:WATER:.

[] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 4

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong. (kinda but idk for sure)
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild. (that sounds like fun=3)
[x] You care about the environment.
[] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted. (HELLz No!)
[] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained. (oh hellz yes. I hate ppl trying to hold me down when I want to run, it P***ES me off to no end!)
[] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted. (You have Noooooooooo idea)
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying. (Yeah but I don't mean too most of the time)
[x] You wish you could fly. (I love the thought of growing wings and flying off)
Total: 8

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color. (and red)
[] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, video games, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[] You are atheist.
[] You don't mind watching scary movies. (Not by myself *shivers*)
[] You love to break the rules.
Total: 4

.:LIGHT:.

[] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear. (Only from those I trust)
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence. (Real violence)
[] You hope for world peace.
[] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you. (or at least they say they do)
[] You always follow the rules.
Total: 2

So im a fire/air person......cool